Reclaiming Myself from Being Too Much — Alchemical Decrees, Vol. Two {E-Book}

For years I described my relationships by percentage. Not out loud to anyone, just in my own head. This is a seventy percent relationship, meaning that's how much of myself I could actually be in it. And seventy was the good one.

The bad ones were five, maybe ten. I could be a tenth of myself and stay, and I wasn't even upset about it at the time. I thought I was being realistic.

That's not one bad relationship. That's a pattern, and it has a shape and a set of moves, and the whole time it thinks it's keeping you loved.

This guide holds four of them.

What's inside:

• Four patterns, each with what it sounds like from the inside, how to know it's yours, one practice to move it, and an invocation to say out loud
• A flinch test up front so you know where to start
• Four tarot cards used as addresses, not lessons you don't need a deck and I'm not teaching you tarot
• 25 pages, instant PDF download, read it on anything

This one's for you if you've been told you're too intense, too emotional, too passionate, too complicated. If you've done the math and concluded that if this many people can't handle you, the problem must be you. If you're tired of auditioning.

I wrote it from the inside. The percentage thing is mine, and so is the practice built out of it.

This is a reflective practice you do on your own. It isn't therapy or treatment, and there's a page at the back about what to do if it opens something bigger.

Volume Two of the Alchemical Decrees.